dear brother Ivan,
as a spirit locked in flesh
please remember what you see or suffer in the flesh is only a temporary condition. WE ARE SPIRIT. AND WE WILL RETURN TO LOVE IF WE BELIEVE THAT. IF WE SUFFER from dis-belief then we are not trusting
GOD, Do not fear the death of your flesh or its suffering.
We are Bought Back Thru CHRIST. trust it believe it
your sister in eterity